M, Where to start. There’s so much I would like say. You said, “Once you love someone, I think you always will.” I don’t really know how to feel about our relationship anymore . Sometimes, it felt totally euphoric, and then sometimes it was utterly toxic. I have many regrets, there were so many lies, from both of us. I wish we could have been able to be honest with one another, but I know that was not really possible. I miss our talks, I miss your voice, I miss our time together. I wish it could have been better between us…wish it would have ended better for us. -M