Hi Z, I know you lost your memory after months of coma, and you don’t even remember me or your family….. Why is it so hard to be a soldier? I still remember how you said me to move on before you went. I tried to move on, but I couldn’t. I just want to talk to you once, but I only have contact of your cousin and he keeps on abusing me, instead of giving me your contact. I don’t know why can’t I see you once, what problem does he have with me…. Even when you were declared dead after being lost in August last year, your cousin wanted me in his bed and he forced me and abused me, still I stood firm… I waited for you, I knew you will come. Today you are back, but I don’t have any way to reach you. I just hope wherever you are, whosoever you are with, you are happy. I will try to move on, but you will still be my soft corner. I wish I could see you once in this lifetime, it’ll be a honour. Salute to you soldier. I love you forever.