Hey Teddy,
Are we exes ?  Like does FWB count ?  You still want the friendship, and what we had felt like something.  So maybe to me you are a kinda ex.  I wanted to say this, but was scared. Because after all, we had agreed to be temporary.  But I love you.  Like in a real way.  Even when we were breaking it off with.  All I could think is “He’s really something”.  You showed how much you care about me.  How much you recognized me as a person.  My feelings, and habits.  It made me so grateful.  

If I had told you, would you have stuck it out with me ? Would we have tried to make it work?  Honestly, I don’t think I’m ready either way.  Even if we haven’t had something real, in my heart I know this is love.  But Teddy I know you love someone else.  And all I want for you is happiness.  If that person can give you that, then it’s all that matters to me.  I feel stupid lucky just for having what we had together.  But even then I still want to say, I love you, and thank you for giving me really love. I’m happy we found each other.