Dear Ex Boyfriend
Out of all the crushes I’ve ever had you’re the only one that I felt like I couldn’t let go. I’ve always had this crazy fear of rejection but with you I fought my fear until I got the courage to confess my undying love for you . Our relationship may have been short lived but it was by far the best I’ve ever been on and I honestly don’t regret being in a relationship with you because you taught me a lot and you’ve given me the confidence that I never thought I’d ever have . You made me see not just myself but the world too through your eyes and it was such a great view .
In the 4months that we had been together it felt like it was years and years … Our love was so pure and unconditional and each time that I looked into your eyes I could see us together in 20 or 30 years from now , happier and much stronger . You made me believe that we had a chance to be together forever and took away all of my doubts , you made me believe that you’d always be there for me at all times . I know that our relationship wasn’t perfect but there’s no perfect relationship … Relationships work out because the partners love each other more than the fights they’ll ever have and all the problems they’ll ever face , strong enough to be against the world together , to defeat all odds and find happiness where it seems not to exist .
We had so many plans for our future together and I guess maybe that’s the reason I can’t get over you easily and as fast as I had hoped to . Who can blame me though ? You left me so unexpectedly and without any warning of any kind , it was so sudden that I constantly had to keep reminding myself that we were no more .
You broke my heart in a way that I had never imagined possible , in case you didn’t know …this is my first breakup so you can imagine how I feel about all of this . A little while before our breakup things changed so drastically , you didn’t seem to have any time for me at all and Ofcourse that was really scary caz I was unsure of anything … What it meant and what would happen from that moment .
I’ll admit that I’m hurt and at times I feel like you did it on purpose , that it was your intention to hurt me but then I think to myself …why would he do that when he claimed to love me so much ? I wanted to hate you so much for leaving me the way that you did but I couldn’t … It’s impossible to hate you or have a single bad thought about you because I’m so in love with you even though we’re not together anymore .Thank you for the time that we spent together , the calls and texts at 1am in the morning , for always making me smile and laugh as much as I did , thank you for being not just my lover but my best friend as well , thank you for giving me confidence and helping me believe in myself , thank you for all that you’ve done for me and for helping me to put my insecurities aside and encouraging me to work on my hopes and dreams for the future that I want for myself . You said that you hope we can still be friends and that things don’t have to become awkward , I want that too because you’re a great friend and I don’t want to lose you over a failed relationship . I promise you that I won’t be in love with you as I was before instead I’ll be in love with our memories together so let’s try to save our friendship before it’s too late. I hope you’re happy with the way your life is right now and even though I always imagined forever with you ..I wish only the best for you and I want you to know that I’ll always be here for you just like I had promised I would when we were still dating . A lot has happened and a lot of things have been said but I want you to know that my opinion of you hasn’t changed , you’re still one of the most amazing people I’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting in my life . I wish you all the best . Bye now
Yours sincerely
Your Ex Girlfriend