Shattered. My heart completely shut off right now. It’s not even that I was really into you, it’s what you did to me. You seemed so into me, but i guess you were really into her. We’d find alone time and kiss, no one else even had to know. No, we weren’t in a relationship. No, I don’t even think kissing is a big deal.

But yes, you said you liked me. And just last week, you liked me a lot, so it seemed. I didn’t do anything wrong. You texted me every night. Just last not you said you didn’t like me anymore, you found someone else. Some slut way younger than you. Maybe it’s cause she’s better than me. Maybe it’s because she’ll give you what you want. I don’t know, and don’t want to bother to understand you.

We did other stuff, that I thought was a big deal. I thought it was weird you didn’t wanna date me. Maybe I was just your tool, but i liked that, that’s the problem. I’m honestly not gonna miss you. I’m just really pissed at you. Toying with me and playing with my emotions. Damn am i glad my best friend broke your heart!

You said we’d work better, which is probably true, but honestly, I think the only reason you two stayed together is because you couldn’t get another girl. It’s sad. I wanna know what gives you the right to think you can do that to a person. You’re like a bee moving on the pollinate each flower you can, quickly. When you find someone better, you’re gone.

You started ignoring me today. I was honestly planning on getting things back to normal, just like we were before your lips ever touched mine. But no. You were probably following your new interest around.

The way you broke it off was so dumb. I don’t like you, i found someone else, we’re done, bye. Screw you!

I honestly wasn’t even that into you. You just had a way of making me not forget you.

I didn’t know where we were going, I just enjoyed the fun. No, i didn’t expect to be randomly left for her, that’s for sure. I hope you two have fun.

I’m not gonna miss you. I’m not gonna let you wreck me, into the depressed person i once was. You don’t get that satisfaction. That’s not who I am. I am strong. I may be sad, and not able to get over the humiliation, right now, but it’ll get better. Not one tear was shedded over you. Because you’re not even worth it.

I am a strong, happy person, and you won’t break me, ever.

Besides, your gonna miss me when I’m gone.