I’m so heartbroken that you left my life. It’s already been nearly 2 months since we last spoke, and nearly 4 since we ended. I’m so sorry for all of my wrongs. I am not doing okay, no matter how many times I try to get your attention on that account saying I’m fine. I beg God every day to bring you back to me but I realized that you just hate me now, and you don’t have a single thought about me. I have finally started moving on with my life but the guilt from the past always eats at me. I wish I got another chance. I am starting to develop hatred inside my heart for you because of you leaving me. It’s selfish, but I genuinely can’t take you not here. Why did you have to do go? I know I messed up so hard, and I’m so sorry. But you were my everything. And you left in an instant. I am heartbroken. I am sending you a final goodbye on the 26th. Good luck on life angel. I know your future is so amazing. And I know mine is with or without you, I just have to work extra
hard.