dear, d

what happened? where did it all go? Last time I talked to you, you acted just fine? Why would you do this to me? I don’t even know what I did to you for you to leave me like this, to ignore me and lie to me? Are you trying to be a “normal” 17 year old boy? well I can tell you now this is not what normal teenage boys do. I love you and im so hurt that you “love” me but yet you go and pull this shit. I have never been this hurt before in my life, I wake up crying in the middle of the night, randomly burst out crying. I get so upset that it makes me physically ill. what did I do that pushed you away? but I guess I should have scene it coming right? I just hope your happy and always remember ill always keep faith.

-j