Aldo…

We met at Mosta feast and a friend of mine introduced us and we started talking. I liked him form the minute i saw him. We started chatting online and we did that for about 5 months i told him everything. I started hanging out with the group and we became even closer and he came to my house as a friend and i went to his. We went to this concert (Isle Of MTV) and he kissed me for the first time and i was shocked… I never thought he liked me that way.

We went out on and off but obviously i was falling to hard to stay like that so i decided to tell you that i wanted a relationship and you said no and my feelings were shattered. We stopped talking for 3 months and you went out with this girl which i never liked, it was summer and we had a BBQ and my friends decided to tell you to come and you did but she wasn’t there. We went for a walk and you told me that you broke up with her and i was happy on the inside. You decided to tell me that you wanted to go out with me and we went on our official first date i was so happy that night. We decided to tell our parents your mother never liked me and that we were dating she hated me more and i still don’t know why but your father loved me. On Christmas day and NYE we spended it with your family and it was the best Christmas ever. 2 weeks before Christmas our friend trough a birthday party and since i was too young to get into a club i told you to go and u went but you met this other girl…you didn’t tell me anything but i saw your chats with her and i saw the messages but i didn’t bother cos i trusted you with my eyes closed.

A week before our 1 year anniversary and my birthday (which you ruined) a close friend of your called me and we met only to tell me that you’ve been cheating on me for 3 months i knew something was up cos you changed we used to fight a lot the last few weeks and i just started crying and at that moment my heart shattered…you tried ti deny it but than you started crying and at that moment i knew you really did love me and that you cared about me…i asked you who do you choose and you said no one you did what a month apart from her? but still you got back together and we talked till may and we both decided that we should stop talking to each other and you blocked me from facebook…

The last conversation we had was a month or 2 months ago you came to my neighbors house and you almost held my hand and that moment my heart stopped beating cos i saw your eyes getting red and i couldn’t help myself from crying.

i won’t deny that i loved and that i still love you…But i know that one day i will move on and be happy like you are at least i hope you are. But you will always have a part of me with you and you will always be my first choice and i always have that little hope in me that we might end up together in the future just our time is not know..

Remember that I LOVE YOU <3 xxx