We were young and madly in love. Our relationship seemed perfect, it was something of a fairy-tale. He came along like a prince and saved me from my darkness. He gave me hope, joy, and happiness but I let my insecurities, fears, and the past end the relationship. Even after our relationship was over with he still called me everyday, every morning he would text me “Good morning beautiful” and I would ignore him, every night he would text me ” Good night beautiful” and again I would ignore it, and when he called I would answer him and simply be as rude as I could be. But that never made him act rude to me instead he was gentle, sweet, and kind. He would always try to make me laugh even when I was angry. I hated him for that, I wanted him to hate me back but he wouldn’t allow it. It’s been three years since I broke things off. When I think back to the day we broke up and of how I treated him I feel disgusted, sad, and disappointed with what I did to him. I tried for about a year now to contact him but there is noway. Since I moved, changed my number, and basically deleted every social network I had. I have no way of contacting him. I asked couple of friends about him and they said they don’t know where he could be. It’s like he disappeared from the face of earth.

So now this is the only way I could contact him and I hope someday he could see this. Because this is an apology for everything I did to you Tony. I loved you with all of my heart but I let my past take over my future. I was afraid of falling in love again and getting my heart broken. The sad thing is I knew you wouldn’t break my heart yet I couldn’t trust you. Now I see how childish and foolish I was and how I let go of something that could have been greater.

I hope you have a wonderful life full of happiness and joy. And I know someday I’ll find someone. When it happens I won’t let go ever again, so thank you and I’m sorry for everything….