You know i can finally say that I’m happy again? OK sure i think about you a lot but the past year that we have been apart I’ve been feeling miserable but i realized i don’t have to you gave up on us i just kept fighting for us to work but it was all for nothing.

A few months ago i would have said that i miss you but no not anymore i see you in the streets and i just smile your “happy” and I’m glad but hey you can’t give me that look when your walking with her it’s not fair on me or her. We act like we’re strangers and maybe it’s for the best but we can’t erase what we had.

I think i wasn’t happy with you i mean i was but you didn’t trust me and we used to fight a lot and you didn’t like the stuff i liked so i had to give up most of the things i liked while i had to pretend that i liked some of the stuff, and maybe that’s why i cheated but i don’t admit it cos i love you a lot and we both changed but let’s just say you were still keeping contact with you ex. Mine was one time thing, yours was an everyday thing. Most of our fights were about her and you look me in the eye and tell me that you don’t talk to her like yeah i believe you promise.

I realised that i’m over you when i saw you hand in hands with her i smiled at you like an asshole but when i got pass you i felt free like i was ready to let go. I love you and i don’t think there will be a moment where i won’t.

This is the final goodbye….have a good life cause i’m done trying to be in it. You lost me.