This is a letter of apology to the both of us for how long it took me to let things go.

My Munchkin .

It’s been a year and 2 months not talking to you.It’s hard and i wish i could say that i moved on completely but it’s not that easy to forget someone you loved from day 1. 3 years down the drain like that.When you met me i was broken and i remember you saying “it feels amazing when you realize you no longer want the person that walked away from you”. We started hanging around together and as feeling grew we both knew we were going to end up together.

You helped me realize what love really mean and what it feels like to be loved i know sometimes i can be annoying especially the last few months. I was pregnant and we only told 2 persons who were really close to us not even our parents. We were worried,we were young i was only 15 back than and it wasn’t going to be easy but when we realize i lost the baby that was when the fights stated and the hitting started. You  started drinking and going out without me. You would call to tell me that you miss and that would make my day but deep inside i know it was the liquor talking not you i knew our deep connection was going away and i knew that you weren’t the same person that 3 years before i was falling for.

You are not the most beautiful boy.I was attracted to you because i taught that you had the most beautiful heart,and because i thought you could what was beautiful within me.I was wrong.You never cared.the only thing i was right about is that you are not beautiful,not even on the inside.

We both moved on you’re expecting a baby which is great you’re happy and you’re recovered, and I’m seeing this great guy. I hope life would hand you everything you want cos you deserve it.

I love you.