Dear Ex Boyfriend,

There’s so much I want to say but I don’t know where to start.

– I don’t miss you, not even a little bit, when I saw pictures of you with her I wasn’t upset or jealous, I was glad, because if finally meant I could be free of you.

– I don’t miss you threatening to kill yourself if I left you. Your still alive now.

– I don’t miss your anxiety or depression, I don’t miss the way I had to tip toe around you not telling you how I felt in fear you would hurt yourself.

– I don’t miss how you would cut yourself or hurt yourself, it was stupid and childish and immature.

– I don’t miss going places with you and how our so called adventures became miserable.

– I don’t miss how you would blame me for everything that ever went wrong.

– I don’t miss hanging out with you, it felt like a chore, and chores are not fun.

– I don’t miss kissing you or hugging you. I don’t miss sleeping with you either. It was terrible and I never enjoyed it. I became really good at faking.

– I don’t miss your constant worrying and your insecurities. It was really unattractive and unneeded.

– I don’t miss you driving me places at all, I had a panic attack anytime I went into your car. I would rather waste my gas then have to sit there petrified.

– I don’t miss your racist and rude comments about others. I was embarrassed to be out in public with you when you acted that way.

– I don’t miss how jealous you were at all. It was quite rediculous. After 2 1/2 years you should have trusted me.

– I don’t miss how you blamed me for your insecurities and paranoia.

– I don’t miss how all you ever focused on was the past. There is something called a future.

-I don’t miss how picky you were with what you ate. In fact it was down right annoying..

– I don’t miss the emotional abuse you put me through, nor do I miss the times you would hurt me anytime I tried to stop you from hurting yourself.

– I don’t miss your family and how insanely judgemental they are. I am an amazing person who will get very far in this world.

– I don’t miss your unwillingness to spend time with my family, they always come first.

We were never meant to be, nor will we be ever again.

I don’t miss you, not one bit. I’m so happy to have a freedom and be myself for once. Something I will never let you take away from me ever again.

– your ex.