It has been more than 3 months since our break-up. I still hope that we can be back again but I know it’s a dead end for everything. I lose all my faith in you. You never really love. I know and I accept it. From the start I never thought I could love you that much, but I was so wrong. I try my best to move on, keeping myself to busy, working my best to follow up my plan, traveling. I did all and it went well, I thought. But when I’m here in hospital on my own. Every thought in my mind is all about you. I wish you were here with me, just took my hand and said that I would be fine, or you could hug me and said ” don’t worry, you are the strong one”. How pathetic I am. But I know well that you already forget me because you never really love me . I think you never think about me even for a sec. I just appeared for a moment you felt lonely but once that moment went by. I was like a dust had been swept off. Everything is a lie . I feel sorry for my love. It is too innocent to be fooled. Time goes by, everything will be heal. I will find the right man for me. I believe I can be in love again fully and completely ^^.