I know it’s crazy, I went became unwell pretty much every time I saw you – never knowing what love was I suppose, it’s been nearly ten years and I still know your number – I have moved on, am married now but somehow you always seem to pop into my mind. How and why?

logic makes no sense… You were my first, though i never told you – i think you guessed…. but i didn’t think that ten years on, i’d still be hung up on you – it’s crazy I am happily married… I suppose with everything that has happened between us – nothing can erase you from my memories – those fleeting moments, those little moments. It didn’t last long; neither of us knowing why.. you changed my life perhaps that’s why I still think about you – I suppose I’ll never know thats why im writing this as if for some reason, I will somehow release this and well and truly get over you….