David… there is so much to tell you and yet not enough words to describe what I’m going through. I don’t know what to say anymore or how to feel. Every day you are on my mind, every morning and every night without fail. I still have our photos on my phone and every time I look at them we seem like different people. I am in love with you, even 8 months after you’ve broken up with me. I have never stopped loving you, I have lied to make your life easier saying I am over you so you can have a future with your new girlfriend.

Why wasn’t I good enough? What was so wrong with me that you would run into the arms of that girl? I miss how we used to ride your bike together to work, I miss dancing and singing around the apartment with you, I miss the “I love you’s” and the kisses and even the fights. I still have your old license in my wallet and I just can’t bring myself to throw it out, I wear the watch and necklace you bought me everywhere I go and I always use the Nightmare Before Christmas bag you bought me. I truly believe we are something special and I will never be able to let go of that feeling. I hate what youve done to me, but I’m also so happy. I would never have achieved what I have without you and I owe you so much… I hope one day you see how great we were and remember that I will forever love you.

I love you David.

I’m sorry,
Kayza