Dear JP
I just wish I knew why you disappeared. 11 months of a relationship deserves some sort of acknowledgement. This just feels cruel. Our last phone call was fine you said “bye sweetie” – so what happened? I want to call and find out at least you are alive but I don’t want to pursue you either. It’s killing me to not know what happened. Every last word I spoke runs through my head and I blame myself. I know we were never meant to be so I’ll just have to let it go. This is so painful.