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SORRY.
SORRY. 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Just sorry.

You never seemed to accept that apology from me. And for the longest time, I can never really forgive myself for what happened.

I wish I could tell you that the person who did those horrible things wasn’t me.

But it was.

Even now, I ask myself why I did those things. I still have no answer. But if I could go back in time, I would slap myself so hard for being such a monster.

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To Jewel
To Jewel 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I know you will most likely never see this, which actually really drives me crazy, but I am doing the best I can in this situation. I also know that doing this in the first place is a bad idea, and you would be happier never hearing from me again. But I need to apologize. Someone told me you were engaged now, which made me kind of sad at first, but I have spent a lot of time thinking about it and I’m really happy for you. I know this is what you wanted. And it doesn’t change the fact that I need to apologize to you.

You were right, I treated you badly. I know you may not agree, but I am really glad you were my first girlfriend, and that I could spend those two years with you. I have had so much time to think about the times I lost my temper with you and I’m thinking more…clearly now. I should have been a better boyfriend to you. You treated me amazingly and took care of me when I needed it, so thank you. I still have growing up to do, and you have helped through a lot. So I’m sorry for being an asshole to you all those times, and I’m sorry for being obsessive when we broke up.

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still love you
still love you 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear P,

I can make myself believe in many things.

I can say that you weren’t worth it for a million different reasons. I can list out your flaws and justify exactly why you would not have been a good match for me anyway.

But at the end of the day, I still love you. I still adore you to pieces. I still miss you, and I still want only the best for you.

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Dear B
Dear B 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I’m not sure how to begin this, and I feel somewhat selfish writing this letter so long after our breakup. I feel like I should just be an adult and get over it. I should be able to recognize when something is over and accept that and to accept that I can’t change it. If you were any other girl, I likely could accept it, but you’re not any other girl. You are Becky; Becks; BB; and, at one time, baby. Regardless of what I call you, all those names are just ways to refer to the girl I love and I love you an immense amount. Over many months, I’ve come to realize this love is unconditional. When you get mad or ignore me, I don’t love you any less. Yes, it hurts and I don’t enjoy it, but my love for you stays strong. I cannot control my love for you. It’s also why I can’t give up on you. I could never give up on family because I love them unconditionally. I also can’t give up on someone I think about every day. I love you unconditionally Becky and I think about you each and every day.

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Flower
Flower 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I shot an arrow in your heart that
I can’t take back
When I said, “You were my first love
But you are not my last.”
For far too long I hid my face
I fed off your forgiving grace
Well I know your pride it must’ve
Took a beating
When I used your love to rob your freedom

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Untitled
Untitled 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I always told you that I met you at a time when I felt I needed change… You made me so happy, and the fact that you encouraged me to go after my dreams made me fall for you even more..

When I moved back, I was so excited about the idea of having you around me – from skype/random trips to NY/DC that left me crying…to actually waking up next to you [& the Chinese landlord that always complained whenever you tried to do the Insanity workout on his wooden floors lol].. It was such a struggle but those days were some of my best moments with you.

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What I didn’t expect
What I didn’t expect 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Joe,

8 years it’s taken for our pointless relationship to fall apart. We discussed children and then found out we were 4 months already. I knew you weren’t the same person during labour, when we were sent home and told to rest. When I panicked and said I’m dying you were rude and snapped to go to sleep. That is not the way you speak to you loved one in the middle of there biggest transition of their life. I was scared, I wanted reassurance. You gave me the cold shoulder and turned the other way.

You were horrible to me once we were home with the baby. I believe you were grinding me down so that I’ll end our relationship. You wouldn’t put our babys safety above the feelings of your aggressive dog. You didn’t want me to breastfeed so told me it’s no better then formula. And making nasty comments about the baby fussing at the breast. It didn’t take long to fall out 100%, you stopped coming over to see us. When we split you waited for me to do it. After that you wouldn’t have any contact about any of it apart from baby.

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Obsessive love disorder?
Obsessive love disorder? 150 150 Letter To My Ex

What was I hoping from you? Why was it so hard to let go?

A deep, close friendship/relationship where we could tell each other anything. Where we could always have each other’s backs. Where there would be mutual give and take. Where we’d invite each other places and draw closer to one another’s friends and family. To feel the warmth and welcome of your home and family. To be the one to write you letters once you finally achieve your Mormon mission dream. To have been there in your hobbies, interests, and you in mine. To do it all together.

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He Who Loves Least Controls the Relationship?
He Who Loves Least Controls the Relationship? 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I was crazy in my own way. Crazy to pursue for I don’t know what. Something. Anything. What was I pleading for?

What was I hoping for?

A deep close relationship/friendship where we could tell each other anything. Where we support one another in our downfalls and triumphs. Where we would have each other’s backs. Where we could get close with one another’s family and friends. Supporting one another’s interests and such. Where we would invite each other to events and such. Improving ourselves, one another, and growth. To embrace the warmth of your home and family.

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I’m done
I’m done 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear Jacob,

You are an amazing guy. Years ago when we ended I thought it was okay because we had nothing in common, we were not right for each other. But this time round, over th past year, as we have become good friends again, you have surprised me in so many ways. Not many people surprise me for the better. But I’m done. You have a girlfriend and despite what you’d want me to believe, I know youre not leaving her anytime soon. I don’t hate you but for a while I hated that fact the you lied to get what you want.

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