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I’m sorry
I’m sorry 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I’m sorry if I ever did something wrong, I am sorry for all the mistakes. But even though you were toxic and mean, you were still thoughtful and funny. I don’t know if someone is ever gonna love me again, but if I had the chance to go back in time, with what I now know, I would’ve rejected you. It’s not the way you look, is the way you act. I am sorry about all that I’ve said, I shouldn’t have. But even in another life, it is not gonna work.

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I pray this finds you
I pray this finds you 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear C,
At the end of all of this I pray you find peace and joy. I ruined everything and all it took was a split second of me taking my eyes off of what was truly important. One lie led to many and I betrayed you in the worst way possible. I wish more than anything I could take it all back and give you the life that you deserve. I’d do anything just to look into those eyes and tell you I love you one last time even just as a goodbye. I’ll love you ’til the end of time.

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Too late for me, you’re better off
Too late for me, you’re better off 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Today, I was going through belongings since I’m moving. I found the storage bin with our wedding album. It would have been 30 years in December. I never should have opened the album..seeing your handsome face just shattered my soul.
I have never forgiven myself for ruining the best thing that ever happened to me: You. You don’t know that I carry this weight of regret and guilt to this day. I know I apologized, but it didn’t help at all.
I know you moved on a long time ago. I know you’re still with her, in the big house with the Porsche. I’m glad you finally got your dream car. I hope she makes you happy. I hope your life is good. I can’t tell you these things now, because you moved on and none of it matters to you.
I never loved anyone in the way I loved you. I searched for it, and it never entered my life again. I would give anything to have a second chance. 
If I had a time machine, I would go back and redo that whole year. As stupid as this is, I even researched if I could somehow with meditation. 
I’ll take the loss of you to my grave. You definitely deserve better than me. I hope you will forgive me truly, one day.

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To my One True Love, Agnes
To my One True Love, Agnes 150 150 Letter To My Ex

My sweet Agnes, my rabbit, the Ivy to my Harleen, I love you so

I’m so sorry I hurt you, the way things went I never saw coming for us, I had planned my entire life around you being there for all of it, you me and our children. In only 5 years you had given me something to live for, to look forward to for the rest of my life and I threw it away for someone who meant nothing.

I will never expect forgiveness, I will never expect you to come back though I wish you would every night as I lay here sobbing into darkness. I will never wish ill on you despite knowing that you and your friends have me, because you do not deserve it. You were so perfect and I was so flawed I was foolish to let myself be blinded by my own false image of myself.

To cheat on the one you love, is more than hurt, it is destroying trust, destroying image, destroying the very foundation the relationship stands on and I realize that now. I never wanted to. I don’t know why I did and even if I had an excuse for it it would never fix the damage. But know that I am sorry, and have been sorry since the moment she walked in to that room.

I may not support your new partner, but I do support you and I want you to be happy. I want our children to be happy even if it ends up being without me in the end. If you ever wish to return I will wait for you until the end of time, nobody will ever take your place in my heart until the day I die and the worms replace all I know.

I wish you well, sweet rabbit, please do not forget me, your fool, I love you.

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I love you, Bailey
I love you, Bailey 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I miss you so much Bailey. There’s not a day that goes past without me thinking of you and worrying about you. You were my best friend for the entire 2 years we dated. We did everything together and you made me the happiest man on Earth. I know that I messed up more times than either of us can count, but I want you to know that I will always be there for you until the day that I die. I could never replace you, nor do I want to. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I wish that I had worked harder to be a better boyfriend to you. I will regret losing you until the day I die. I miss laying in my bed after work eating fast food and cuddling you while watching our favorite shows. It may seem boring to some people, but even just being in the same room as you made me so happy. 

I know that you will probably never see this, but if you do, I want you to know that I will always keep enough space in my heart for you to fit right back in. I love you so much my pretty girl! I of the missing of you 🙁

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I’m deeply sorry.
I’m deeply sorry. 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Jaden, i am really sorry i played with your feelings but i need you to move on and let go of me please

It’s better for the both of us look i really wanted someone to love me when we first started dating i thought it didn’t matter who it was but it did

when i told you the day after that i feel better if we stay friends i noticed that what i did was wrong because if i love someone i should truly love that person not the love the give me

i’m sorry…

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I want you back
I want you back 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear G, when we first talked you were trying to get with me and start talking and whatnot but I didn’t like you like that because I knew how you were and that you were talking to other girls. When we first met in person was in highschool and I was honestly a bad kid, I would talk back, talk to other guys, but you changed that. We would talk as friends and then stop talking and then start again vice versa but then we actually started talking on my birthday and at the time I was on a trip with my friend so I didn’t think much of it. We only had 1 class q which was lunch, so we started talking in person and then I started going to the library with you and your 2 friends and it was cool and I had fun talking with everyone. Then you would ask me to just go by ourselves to the library and when we did we would just talk and it wasn’t as friends anymore. We started getting close and thats when we started dating.

When we started dating it was near Halloween and I remember we went to the library with your friends and we played games, talked, laughed, and we had so much fun and then we took a picture together and I sent it to my mom bc she had already knew about you and wanted to see what you look like. She liked you a lot and most of my family did too and the crazy part is that I was so busy saying all the good things about you and how happy you made me, that I didn’t think of how you actually blindsided me and made me think I was the only one.

I had gotten my phone taken so you gave me your backup phone and it was all good, I loved being on the phone with you late at night, talking about random things, things at school, and whatever. We had so much fun.

Near Thanksgiving, I had noticed that we were arguing a lot and we were being really distant with each other. And I had also found out that you were talking to someone else. Personally I’m not the type of person who confronts their s\o about cheating, which I should be and it’s what I should’ve done, but I did the same thing to get even I guess. I regret it so much. I started talking to a guy that I used to talk too and we were never good for each other and he was your old friend. While talking to him, I broke up with you. It was honestly the absolute worst decision I could ever do. Me and the other guy were talking and it got more serious to the point I would do whatever for him which in this case, I snuck him over and we did what we did. Worst decision of my life. After that day we stopped talking and I had multiple breakdowns and I thought my life was over. 

A week later I had went to my friend’s house and my friend followed this one girl that I don’t like and she showed me that you and the girl were together, and I was balling my eyes out looking at those pictures. I knew it was my fault we had broken up so I didn’t really know why I was so mad and frustrated about it. 

Then came new years, I followed you on social media and I said I was sorry for what I did, and you forgave me. And I forgave you but deep down I really didn’t. I asked you if you cheated on me and you said no and I thought that I didn’t know if I should believe you but I really knew you did cheat on me and I just didn’t want to believe it. We were friends again and he had broken up with that one girl. 

Fast forward to now, I am still in love with you, you have another gf that I wish was me, and me and you are still talking as friends. We still see each other in the hall!ways and I can tell that you really have moved on, but I just cant. I can’t erase what we did, said, thought, but what I can do is move on, just not now.

I miss you,I miss your scent, I miss the way you looked at me, I miss us holding hands, I miss us kissing, I miss us. But I also hate the lying, the arguments, the dishonesty.
But you are the only one I want and I can’t let that go.
I’m sorry for everything, I hope you come to a realization, I hope your happy, and I hope it’s with me.
-A

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My dear Zharen
My dear Zharen 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I’m watching the movie you recommended and said you loved. A Man Called Otto, I’m sorry I took so long to watch it. I lied saying I watched it before but I watched it now because I miss you.

I know you don’t miss me anymore or will most likely never miss me especially since you hate me. I hope you’re doing well. He better be treating you right every day and all the time. I know I didn’t treat you right always and I’m sorry about that I feel like I took your love for granted.

I’m so grateful to have known you and I’m happy you exist. I’ll love you from afar from a safe distance without looking at your profile, pictures, or messages, I won’t message you ever again anything really. All I ever did was annoy you in our relationship, I’m sorry for everything.

I won’t send your friend money ever again. I’ll get the tattoo covered soon I want to respect you and your new partner. It feels weird having it if you are dating someone else. I’ll still love you and just want you to be happy even if it’s not with me. Your happiness matters more to me than my own. I know I said I don’t love you anymore I promise but I only said that so I can try to settle as friends again. I’ll always have love for you it’s unconditional.

I won’t bother you anymore I don’t like that you hate me i hate myself too. I wish you a happy healthy safe life take care always, Zharen. I hope only the best for you. i hope you and your family are happy and well I feel sad knowing that you were having a hard time and didn’t want to say anything but I respect why you didn’t. I’m so happy you’re happy now. I hope you get everything you want and more you deserve it. your dreams will come true.

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I wish I wasn’t like your other exes Z
I wish I wasn’t like your other exes Z 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Dear Z,
I didn’t want to be like your exes. I thought if we ever broke up i would flirt with you again and try to get back together. That’s why i couldn’t accept the break up, that it was real. We broke up once and didn’t give up and I thought we could fix it again this time, but you didn’t want to, you didn’t want to commit to the relationship anymore.

I wonder if you ever cheated or entertained anyone. You stopped showing me any of your messages and you were still friends with jm when you said you were going to block them too. You would get upset when you thought i was entertaining others but were you entertaining others secretly?

I just don’t understand how you could lie to me. If someone tried to interfere with our relationship i would get annoyed with them first and block them, i don’t understand you. I know you didn’t like it when i got annoyed with that guy who asked if i was dating a girl from the ph that one time, but idk my emotions got the best of me. I wanted to know his problems with me dating you and tell him to fuck off.

You confuse me so much. I don’t understand you but i really don’t want to be strangers because i don’t want to never meet you someday, even if you are with someone else. I want to be there for you still and give you money if you ever need it. I know you won’t need it but idk even though i don’t love you as much anymore I still worry about you.

I don’t love you anymore because you lost my trust for leaving me but I’m still scared you will never talk to me ever again. You say you’re so tired – i can understand why you said that I can’t handle myself when I’m with you. When I’m talking to you, I say what’s on my mind at the moment and I regret it sometimes because I say it when I’m in a mood and I don’t mean it all.

I wish i could have been enough for you but I’ll never be enough for anyone. I wish you never met me maybe it would have been better that way i wouldn’t have had to host that event that overwhelmed me and you would have met someone that would have treated you better and that didn’t delete their accounts a lot and lie about relationships stuff at first, that wouldn’t have been clingy, more understanding, wasn’t long distance, wouldn’t have got your name tattooed, wouldn’t have been obsessed with you, who would have communicated better, someone that wasn’t me entirely.

Like i said you deserve better – that must have been why you blocked me, broke up with me and want nothing to do with me and said maybe to unblocking me someday. You hate me but you haven’t said it yet because you know i will be hurt and go insane. My feelings relied on you and that wasn’t fair on you and still isn’t fair on you especially since you said that you want to be single and have your freedom to do whatever you want. I respect that, but I wish my nightmare didn’t come true where you left me, because i was wishing you said you missed me, but you didn’t.

On the day after you birthday that’s why I was sad and left you on seen and cried for a while. You didn’t seem interested in the relationship to me and just felt like you had to message some stuff because we were together. You’re released from being with me. I’m sure it was hell being with me. You’re right saying things in your notes gets your mind off things.

The reddit people are so rude I just wanted to have somewhere to vent but I feel so judged. They have all right to judge me though i have an insane obsession and unhealthy attachment to you. It’s not mature for me to keep messaging you i know that. You blocked me on everything because I told you to and you wanted to. I must have bothered you throughout our relationship. You would message me pics and say that you were in class.

I have to be the most annoying partner to you. I would always ask do you hate me, do you like me, do you love me, will you marry me, do you want to leave me ( i never wanted it i don’t want to force anyone to stay with me that’s why i said that) You said you hate me and wish you hope you only have gave me friends. It’s understandable i’m an awful partner and person.

I was not a good ex. I wanted to be on good terms but i’m too sensitive to everything you do. I’m really happy for you that you have a partner that can treat you better than I ever could. I was long distance so I couldn’t really treat you as I wanted. I knew you wanted physical touch love language and i think your partner is close distance – i’m just assuming they are though. I was relieved that you said he treats you right and loves you lot.

I’ll leave you alone. I won’t ever create any account to stalk you or message you again. I haven’t thought about looking you up at all and i deleted all pictures of you. I’m going to try move on I’ll remove the tattoo and try love myself more. 
Thank you for everything. It was a great experience knowing you for a short time my first love.
Love,
C

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Eres EL
Eres EL 150 150 Letter To My Ex

Querido Cam,

Fuiste el mejor ex de todos (eres el unico ex pero igual). 
Que te vaya bien en tu vida, espero que no puedas ver harry potter sin acordarte de mi hp.

igual se te quiere, tu novia esta bonita.

mucha suerte en tu vida,

con amor, Caro

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