addict

I fell in love with you the moment I saw you.
There was something in your eyes that made me feel like I was home.
I am an addict, and I cannot be a good boyfriend.
I abused liquor the entire time I knew you, and pushed you far away from me.
I cry alone and don’t let anybody see or hear.

I dream about us.
Usually we’re in bed or drinking coffee on the couch.
We are always happy.
When I wake up, sometimes I want to die.

My soul is out there, I know you can find it.
I wish you would bring me back home… I want to be safe too.

I love you.
j