betrayal

Dear Deceiver…

Dear Deceiver… 150 150 Letter To My Ex

I know the whole thing was a lie, I know now I was betrayed. I wish that I could see you to spit in your face and ridicule you like you did me. But I refuse to let you see me angry because I know in your sick mind you’ll be satisfied that I am hurt. You are a two-faced son of a bitch who took advantage of my kindness, patience and my heart. I wish I could take every minute back because you don’t deserve the shit that I step on, let alone all the things I did for you. I can see that you are happy and quite pleased with yourself for getting away with what you did. Terribly busy pretending that you are the good, honourable and respectful person in front of others.

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The End

The End 150 150 Letter To My Ex

JPF,

It took years after your first betrayal, but finally I was no longer angry, the thought of you no longer made my heart hurt. I had finally moved on and I was happy.

Then you came back into my life and pretended you had changed, that you had grown up and learned from your mistakes. I allowed myself to fall again. To picture a happy life together. I told you of my desire for us to travel together. You said ‘anything you want babe’. It was a lie.

I moved my life to another state to be with you. You slowly began to change your mind about things you had promised. I realised you werent that different from the man I left years ago. It ended. Badly. And because of that I never got to tell you why I was so upset. You wouldn’t have understood anyway. You are too selfish.

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It’s been a long time, but…

It’s been a long time, but… 150 150 Letter To My Ex

It’s been two years since we broke up, which I suppose makes it about two years and a month since you started sleeping with your next boyfriend, and thinking about you still makes me angry. When you eventually told me about him I was angry because you’d betrayed me, but what made it worse was feeling like I’d somehow driven you to it by making mistakes or just not being good enough for you. The fact that you’d left me for a noisy man-child with a drinking problem did very little for my self-esteem. It used to keep me up at night thinking about how I’d never have anyone as amazing as you again, when really I should have worked out that cheating on a long-term boyfriend who loves you does not make you amazing. It makes you a needy bitch, just as greedy for sex and attention as ever. read more

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