hooking up

I can’t believe it’s been almost 2 years since I called you mine. We were only 17 and stupid. I miss you still. Us hooking up isn’t enough for me. Since I lost our baby after we broke up I feel empty. We could have had a life together, but now you hate me. I’m sorry I was depressed and suicidal. I should never have put that on you. I love you. Forever, I promise. That hasn’t changed. If I could take all the fights back I would. I wish I hadn’t been so jealous and I wish I could have given you the space you needed. I miss your kisses. I miss your smile. I can’t even remember the sound of your heart anymore and that kills me. Come back to me. Please?