letter

Don’t know why am writing this right now maybe its cause I miss you or am still mad but how can I be mad after all the joy you had brought into my life, or maybe its cause of the last thing you did. Instead of telling me you don’t want all of this you put on a show for the whole world to see how much of a bad person you paint me to be.

The first time I chilled with you was inspirational, I met a chick who was not too forward into things, cooled up kinda lady one who would tell you straight up what it is but then you changed. I dropped my old doings just to show you how much I cared, respected and best of all loved you. I’ve been through shit times with you, I have bailed you out when you hit tough times and I was there through every way. I wanted to leave you sometimes but I realised I needed you more than you needed me.

The last stretch was the most unpleasant but you knew what family was, you kept your cousin from vulnerable exposure but what really freaked me out is when you resented your cousin even thou what she did was unexplainable. You should have been the bigger cousin and showed her the way. But you have changed so much that you think you are better and superior than anyone. I gave you the name khent cause I knew the wonders of you but you turned around and said I was the devil, the demon, the monster, the liar, the witch in your life, only to forget.

I was there Khent when you said you are left alone. I was there when you had smoking habits but today am nobody you finally got what you wanted. I should be hating you right now but am not. I forgave you for embarrassing me, for name calling and telling all those people you hardly knew of how much of an animal I was. I stood there and watched as you said all those things and tried to see if I would be broken.

You finally did break me with the photos you sent. Be a good mum to Amu, good luck on your business venture and may your studies flourish.

I mean no harm with this

God bless