It’s been almost 2 years and yet my heart just won’t heal. I loved you so much and still do. It’s been so hard to move on because I have a huge block in my heart. I never understood why we couldn’t work out. I wish that day that I did the unthinkable could be taken back but it can’t and I have to live with that. I  know you’re happy with the guy whose arms I pushed you into but I can’t still help but think I have a small chance. I don’t know if i should attempt to get you back or let you be and live. I miss you so much it kills me. You were my first love my everything. I would go to hell and back just to have you but good luck. I hope life treats you well DAMD. And if you ever come across this and wonder if this is for you, yes it is. Just think Mystic!