There are things in the world that are inexplicable, love is one of them. Just when you least expect it, it hits you and changes you forever. Before I met you, my life was a mess there was nothing and no one who could have made it any different. When I had given up all hope and given up on love, that is when you came back into my life and I knew for a fact that life was complete again. For me you were that bounty that life offered, and I accepted it as gracefully as I could. From the start I knew you were something special, you could make the darkest of skies turn into rays of sunshine.

I spent 4 year regretting giving you up, never fighting for us, never trying to reconnect us. We made it through so many hard times I trusted you I accepted everything about you and your life before us. Now after you left me on our anniversary I find myself still just as in love with you as I was the first day I met you. I wake up at night crying, I check my phone a million times a day to see if you have texted, and when you do my heart drops. I think of all the things you ever said to me, each detail of our first and last kiss, and I reread all the loving words you ever sent to me. All this was so unexpected I never seen it coming none of this makes any since to me and trust me I have tried over and over to get it to. Even now after it all has been said and done, you say you love me and you miss me yet you wont come home. . I don’t know why you keep stringing me along nor do I know why I keep letting you.   I love you, that is something that I do know and it won’t change till my dying breath, you always were/ are and will be the one for me. You mean the world to me.