Hey Fred, I wanted to say everything on my mind and heart, and get it off my chest. I had high hopes for us, and I had a great time on our dates. For whatever reason, you arent feeling me anymore. Mostly my mind wonders why. What exactly is it that turned you off. Honestly Im just me though, and I am glad I dont have to worry about it anymore. Wondering is it something I said, or did. I think it was more or less you didnt understand my personality, and things I said. I understand that. But I am me, and I deserve someone who will love me regardless.

I have been feeling yucky about this and the holidays make it worse. Depressing and feeling alone. But I have great friends, and family. Im going to block your number so I dont have to wonder if you might text me, I hate that feeling. I am making a clean break. I cant just be friends. Right now Im going to focus on family and friends. After the holidays I will get back out into the dating world. I will use this as a learning experience. Maybe I will come back and write another letter later. right now, thats all.

Byr