Remember the times we shared together Matt.

Know they were all based on lies! Lies told by you, and for that the memories mean nothing to me.

You are not the person I thought you were, I thought you were a good person who’d lost their way in life. I thought with infinite patience you would see the way.

Now I know you chose to go the wrong way, you wouldn’t know goodness if it stopped you in the street. You bring negativity and bitterness to all you meet – you suck them in with your mask of ‘Mr Bright’. I’m sorry you’re not Mr Bright, you are Mr Shite!

You grew up not knowing your father, – you, and you alone, are responsible for another person in this world suffering the same. However I hope the young guy who has your genes, who you denounced and told no one about, was brought up by loving and caring and responsible parents, with a Dad he loves, a Dad who taught him to play football and who is always there for him. I sincerely hope he hasn’t inherited any of your selfishness. Shame he never knew his biological grandmother – I truly feel for your dear mother, how could you do that to her? She told me she always wanted grandchildren.  Does your brother know he’s an uncle?

There was never ever ever any future for us whilst you held this secret, no wonder you are a bitter and twisted man, you knew you were wasting my life, you knew you were taking advantage of my generosity, you are one serious piece of evilness! I cannot get back those eight years I’ve known you, but boy I can move on with my head held high and a clear conscience.  I know good things will come to me as a result, I look forward to the rest of my life, free from any lies and sorrow you sent my way. I am sure you will also reap the seeds you have sown.

For everyone who turns their back on you in this world, know that you, and you alone, are responsible for it. Whilst you continue to tumble through life creating chaos and using people, you will never be happy. I don’t think you will ever be happy – you have no idea what it truly means. For the record it is something based on a clean conscience, knowing you are trustworthy and a decent human being. It doesn’t come from anyone else (and certainly not those you use for your own gain).

You don’t need serious help; I think you are beyond that. You are an inherently bad person, I am sure Jeremy Kyle would love to be your friend. If I never see you again it will be too soon!  Carrying such a BIG secret around with you for so long and continuing to shirk your responsibilities whilst judging others who act the same really shows you for who you are, your aura is black.

For me, I am sorry that I credited you with the goodness I credit everyone. I have certainly learnt my lesson – some people are thoroughly bad to the core…… Took me long enough to see that – but oh boy seen it I have.

I will end with thanking the universe, I am grateful it has taught me that not everyone is deserving of my goodness, generosity and love. I look forward to meeting positive people from now on; I will not spend my time with anyone toxic. I look forward to falling in love with a kind, generous, sexy, loving, financially stable and truthful man. Hey I don’t even mind if he’s bald!