Well Antonio, I sometimes think back to the night that you dumped me over text, one month after my grandpa died, and blamed it on me for grieving too much. It’s been about five months now? Six? I don’t even remember. But I don’t care. I got over you after one.

I just wish that i haven’t reacted in such a humiliating way when you dumped me. I wish I hadn’t even tried to get you back because ugh, that was such a waste of time. Good thing I didn’t spend more than a month doing that. I don’t need to waste my precious time on a loser like you anyway. And we’re not rolled from the same dough. We deal with things differently. But everyone knows that the way to deal with your lover grieving is not to tell them you just want to be friends then get a new girlfriend three weeks later. Your attempts to hurt me with that or even make me jealous, backfired. I’m glad I didn’t stoop to your level. And I’m glad we’re through.

When I think about how you took my virginity, how you made so many promises and even bought a ring, I laugh so hard because you really did a lot of thinking with your second head. I can’t believe you were desperate enough to wait two years and a month to get in my pants. That’s just so pathetic. If you really ever loved me, I doubt that two months after having sex we’d be over. But whatever. You simply left in a cowardly way when it was convenient for you and that shows a lot about who you really are.

I made way too many exceptions for your sorry ass. You are incredibly lazy, boring, too far away, close minded; I know there was so much more, but I can’t remember anymore. It’s all a blur. I can’t even remember your voice or touch or even your face, and I am so incredibly happy about that.

Thank you for leaving before I wasted more time on you and thank you for showing me what a good person I am. I really am too good for you. You never deserved to have my friendship, have sex with me, or even have my love.

I used to think that without you, all the healing crystals in the world wouldn’t be able to heal me, and that all the stars in my sky would disappear. I couldn’t imagine life without my “best friend and true love”. But look at me now. I have a social life, a few friends that love me as much as I love them, a beautiful baby cousin, and so much more. I don’t need you. I never needed you. You showed me that I really am a strong person and that I deserve so much better. Without you, I have so many opportunities and so many doors to open. My future is just, so, so much brighter than yours. And now you’re not holding me back anymore.