I don’t know what else to do.. i don’t know how i’d express my feelings. it’s been 3 years and i still think of you. There’s never a day goes by that i don’t think of you. how awesomely gorgeous you are. how precious your smile is, how your eyes says everything about you..

it hurts so much… it hurts that every night i dream of you, and i wake up you’re not beside me. All i can do is dream.. it’s the only way i can touch you, talk to you, hug you… it feels so real.. there are times that i just wish i wouldn’t wake up.

Everyday i’m slowly melting, knowing that your’e not mine. that i’m not the one who puts a smile on your face. i’m slowly killing myself hoping that you’ll be mine again.

how can i do that if someone else is already doing that for you.. that he’s the reason behind your smile.. what else can i do but just dream.. slowly i’m killing myself for living a part of my heart to you.. the further you are, the weaker i get…

but everything’s my fault, i let you go… twice.. i was stupid, selfish… and now i’m suffering every minute of it… it hurts that we don’t talk… everyday, i still think of all the what ifs.. but hey, it’s my fault. i did this..

i just gotta learn to live my life without you.. even though it’s slowly killing me.