Dear Boo,

I dont know why im even writing it here.

We’ll, i can’t tell it to you by myself, so just to let it out at least.. So here goes….

I really love you.

And i wish fate has been better for us.

I know our culture and belief differs a lot, but i wish you were stronger enough to even consider us. Yes I know you told me that if you were given the choice..it would be me. I respect your tradition and faith thats why im like this. I respect you a lot. So even if you are telling me its the best thing for us both, im pulling out all my courage to accept it even if i know its not the best for me. I wish i could make you more happy, and serve you and love you and take care of you..grow old with you.

but these will all be just wishes.

I hope youll have a happy life..i will be happy, but i know ill be happier with you.

So long baby.

ill save a space for you.

JAN