Hey…So i guess youre done with me…i miss you like no other..i really really do…you were the person who stole my hear and i was perfectly fine with it…because i knew you would treat it well…and you did.. but in the end i fucked up and made you break it cos i pushed you away…youre my everything alicia…and i never wanted to end like this…not now when i need you most…when my world was in your hands…i know youve probably been waiting to dump me..but i miss you so much it hurts…i wish we didnt have to be done…i wish we could just wait till the right time…but i know i dont wven deserve that..i love you with every fiber of my being and my love for you still grows for you everyday..just by thinking of the first time we , et…when i saw younopen your door and me waiting for you to invite me in aha…and you finally came to your senses and let me in and yiu..were just glowing :'( … im so sorry i fucked up baby….i know i did big time…and i wish i could go back and fix it…or at least put it in my head what i did wrong…i love you so god damn much and i know this pain is worth it…cos i know well come back to each other and hopefully in time for homecoming. Like i said…the beach taught me that if it hurts, its probably worth it :* i love you muccccchhhhooo baby <3