My Dearest,

What you didn’t know, was that you were my first love. I don’t mean back in our first year of college. I mean back when we were little kids.

What you didn’t know, was that I loved you with all my heart. All those times I pushed you away, it was because I was afraid you didn’t feel the same.

What you didn’t know, was how many friends I’d abandoned because you felt uncomfortable around them, even after your own friends said horrible things about me, and you did nothing.

What you didn’t know, was that when I found you cheating, all I wanted was for to walk away from her and hug me.

What you didn’t know, was that even after 4 months all alone, I’m still waiting for that hug.

What you didn’t know, was that when you broke my heart, you’d broken my parents’ hearts, too.

What you didn’t know, was that after all this time..

I’ve realized one thing- that I love you more and more each day.