I’ve been sitting here, laying here praying that you’ll never forget me. I think about how fast these years go by and in a blink of an eye you’ll be gone. I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do without you. you asked me about other guys tonight, there is no one else.

You know I have strong opinions about some things (and express them stronger than I realize sometimes), but we rarely have disagreements. We have always talked things out in the past, and I feel bad that we left things as we did. But maybe we really did just need the time to cool off. I think it is normal, even healthy, that we have different ideas about things—think how boring it would be if we always thought the same about everything! As they say, variety is the spice of life. We just need to remember to keep things in perspective, and not to take things too seriously.

In any case, I apologize for anything that I said that offended you. I didn’t mean it. Everything else, big and small, will work itself out in time as long as we are willing to give our relationship our best efforts. Thank you for being so good to me, and for being so patient with me. It means so much to me, and I love you for it.

i sit here write this and have knots in my stomach because I don’t want you to not be a part of my life, and I’m afraid one  day that is going to happen. I’m sorry, But I can’t forget you.