You,

I wish i would’ve told you everything. Would’ve let you in. I didn’t. I was scared. You were the first guy i ever loved. I feared you.

I still love you. We went from talking everyday to how we are now. We just say hey. Then you say things to get me to have sex with you.

i want to hate you. i really do. i just can’t. i can’t let you go. But maybe i need to. When i come around you i become powerless. like jelly. i just want to kiss you and tell you to be mine again. I’m sorry that i messed up. i love you.