To Brittany,

I remember when I first saw you. You were so cute, but I knew that you were too young for me. I so enjoyed spending time with you though.

I had so much fun playing board games with you and my friends, and introducing each other to music that we listen to.

Years later, when you were older, I could not believe that you found my online dating profile. I thought that I was never going to see you again.

Our first date was wonderful. It was like all of the years spent apart never happened. At the end of the date I dropped you back at your house, but before I said my good bye I tried to kiss you. You told me that you were caught off guard, and that was why you only let me kiss your cheek.

When we did finally kissed it was…exhilarating.

Latter on in the relationship you told me that were we meant to be together.

I miss you so much.

I was cleaning my room today, and found many of the love letters that you wrote to me. I broke down, and started to cry.

It is so hard for me to accept that you do not love me.

I know that our relationship was not perfect, but I was always there for you, and treated you with respect.

I cannot call you any more because every because it makes it difficult for me to move forward, but I want to so bad.

I want to feel your warmth, and wake up to your smiling face.