Dear M, I loved you and still do, but it hurts to know that, that wasn’t enough. You wanted something from me that was so sacred and should be shared with your soul mate, but you didn’t respect that enough. So when I don’t give you what you want you slowly start to fall back. I always ask myself if you really loved me. Sometimes people tend to overuse the word love when they want something. I wanted you to be someone that I know would always be there for me and never try to play games with me. But you simply wanted something that would please your sexual needs. You know I’m not like the other girls, which is why you always come back to me. But why come back if your going to leave? You hide  so much things from me and make me look stupid in front of my so called “friends”.You swear that I don’t know the things you do when I’m not around, especially with my “friend”. This was the last straw for the both of you. But it’s okay, I just want to say thank you for this experience and I never would’ve found myself if you never did what you did. I hope you and her or you and “them” are happy. I’m done here I love you. Take care.