Hi there.

It’s been already 3 months but it seems like forever. Firsty I was sure that I did a right thing.. but more and more it seems like I did not. I know it has been hard for you and at the time I was pretending like I didn’t care. I want you to know, that’s also hard for me. I’m missing you more and more each day. I think of you every morning when I wake up and every evening when I go to bed.

Sometimes I can’t even sleep. I’m having such awful nightmares and you are in them. I thought that without our problems my life will be complete. It’s completely opposite. You remember those last messages in which you called me your baby girl and said that whenever I want to call you, you’ll answer.. An now when I text you, call you, you ignore me. Pretending like I don’t exist hurts the most. I thought that if I wrote you I miss you, you will come back. I waited for you today till the hour I said I would. And you didn’t show.. I’m confused. I just want to talk to you.. ask you how you are doing.. to hug you. Damn boy, I miss you so much.

Your baby girl.