Heartbreak is the hardest pain i have ever experienced. People say it gets better over time but time just seems to stand still for me. Ever day i think about you, cry a little and die a little inside. Even though i understand we may be toxic for each other at the moment. I cannot justify my feelings towards you. I shouldn’t love you regardless i still do. That is the hardest part knowing you will never feel the same or be in my arms again. I miss the way you touch, smell and especially the sound of your voice. I hide my phone number ever day to hear you but i never speak up. I need closure which is why i write this. Writing down my feelings helps me move on.

Love you Ex