Dear Jack,

After everything we’ve been through, after everything you put me through, I love you. You are the love of my life and you know it. I tried so hard to make you feel like the most important human being on this planet, and you crushed me got the third and last time. How after seeing how deeply in love with you I am can you just wake up one day and think to yourself “I don’t love her anymore.” I thought things were getting better, but I couldn’t have been more wrong. Through all the belittling, bullying, etc that you put me through I would still take a bullet to the brain for you. You were ashamed of me our whole relationship, I know it. But you still let me love you as much as I did, why? All I ever wanted was for you to call me “your girl” but it never happened. This pain will never end and I will always be searching for you in everyone and anyone. Whatever I have done for you to stop loving me, I am sorry. You are the one Jack, and now you’ll be the one that got away. I will always love you.