Dear Aubrey,

There’s was a lot going on with my habits. Growing up with controlling parents and not really having a voice for my own, I had to yell and make horrible remarks and statements. What didn’t help is that it led me to be depress, angry, and insecure about myself. As our relationship pulled forward, these only caused so much trouble. The amount of stress and reliance I received was cast on you through me. This me caused the downfall of the relationship. Although I will probably never have any opportunity to reach out to you, I am sorry for letting you go through so much. Just know, I have learned my mistakes and abuses. I just didn’t know I could be a verbal bully. I wish you well and that you are happy. Again, I am sorry.

Sincerely,

Me