Hi Sei,

I know this is silly but I just don’t know what to feel anymore. I don’t know what to say.. I’ve known you for a decade now, crazy isn’t it?.. Crazy that I fell in love with you when I was 14.. crazy that after all these years for me you’re still the one.. A lot of things had changed… 8 years ago you went to another country and started to live a different life.. but I still continue to love you..

i chose to love you and only you.. within 8 years you had set of new friends, fell in love with diff girls.. but I still chose to love you.. I waited.. and I chose to wait.. I wish I’d told you the truth when you’re still within my reach.. I wish I’d told you that I will always be here for you, that no matter what will happen I will always choose you.. There’s a lot of things that I wanna tell you but it is really painful just to think about it. I think I just needed some closure… I am still hoping that we will see each other and we’ll talk about the closure that we both need. I know it’s too late… and that we’ve wasted sooo many years.. But I am still looking forward for our future friendship. I wish you well and good luck.