Dear Joe,

Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you, that smile, and the first time you called me you’re girlfriend. How it gave me butterflies every time you were near. I could have kissed you for days and never grown tired. When I think about it all now, it wasn’t long enough. I didn’t want it to end, especially the way it did. Fear is ultimately what lead me to let things end the way they did.A part of me was hoping you would have fought to keep what we had but perhaps you were afraid too.

We never exchanged the words I love you but I felt it and hopefully you did too. Who knows where things could have gone but I never wanted to keep you from what you deserved, what you wanted. Looking back,I wish I could have been selfish and kept you here with me. There are a lot of questions Ill never know the answers to because of fear. The last time you were here, all I could think about was squeezing you tight and telling you how much I missed you but didnt. Some how I think you wanted to say more too but you didn’t. I will never forget you and Hope that you have every thing you want out of life. Even if I secretly wish I was a part of that.

Love always, me