Hi Nick. Its been about a month and i still havent gotten over you. I only wish that we had proper closure. Breaking up with you tore me apart , and it still is right now. You were basically my everything, my legit first love. You taught me how to stand up for myself and how to love me. I wish i could do the same for you. I dont know why its so hard to let go of you after all the bs you put me through. I hope that youre doing fine. Its hard to not be able to talk to you like we used to. You were the only person who i could trust. I cant believe that the chapter of my life with you in it is over. I hope i find someone like you. Thank you for loving me. I love you so much.