You know the place between sleeping and awake, that place where you always remember your dreams, this is where I always find you. This is the place where I will be waiting. In this place I still have you. It’s the place I hate to wake from. you were every reason, every hope, and every dream I ever had.  I just wish i could have shown you just how much you meant, how much you will always mean to me. Every day we were together was the greatest day of my life. This hurt never fades. This hurt is my penance my atonement for ever hurting you. The one person who I will always love. I don’t care if am alone for the rest of my life. My heart will forever love you Dawn.

My body goes on day to day, just my heart cant. Even as it lies broken each piece remains loving you. Love can be amazing, love can be so overwhelming it catches your breath, but love can also be destroying, it can tear your soul and leave you broken. But Id rather feel love with you however briefly, then never to know or feel its embrace. The love we had will always be precious to me and I will love and thank of you always, my heart will not allow otherwise.