Dear B.L

I am so sorry I broke up with you so soon after we started dating. Now that I think about it, I regret reacting in the way is did.

You walked home in front of me today and it hit me like a slap in the face. I miss you. I want to give it another shot. I miss the way we spoke so openly with each other, and how we could joke around.

It’s been just over a year since we broke up and I still feel horrible. I want to be friends… I want to be more than friends. I want to hold your hand and hug you and kiss you.

But, you probably hate me now and that hurts. I’m thinking about trying to be friends with you again, but I am scared about the way you will react. I hope that if you ever read this, that you will feel the same way.

I wish I said it back, B. I really do.