It’s been over 15 months since you left. After almost 12 years, I completely trusted you with my heart. I took you for granted. Said many things I regret. I never cheated on you. I really loved you and I always will. I didn’t bring our son with me to hurt you. I was so hurt and bewildered that revenge was the last thing on my mind. We both miss you and the girls. I wish we were still a family. Wish you didn’t hate me. Wish I’d done the things back then that I’ve taken care of now. The boy is well. Happy. I’m in remission and back to my old energetic self. You will always be the love of my life. You are the sweetest girl I’ve ever known and I will miss you forever. I wish I could turn the clock back a few years and do everything in my power to make you happy, instead of just blowing things off. God, I wish things were different. I love and miss you and the girls, so does Bubby.