Ki, I wish you the best in life. I wish I would have been through this before so I could have handled everything better. I know now how much I fucked things up. I know that neither of was perfect and we both made lots of mistakes. I liked to blame you for everything that went wrong at the time, and although I don’t excuse all the ways you hurt me I know I was not innocent in everything. I matched your jerk with crazy every step of the way. I let my own insecurities and problems define us. I know now that we would have never worked but I will always love you. You taught me what love is, and no matter how much pain I have felt since I would never take a moment of our time together back. I could have loved you forever but I am thankful that you let me go. I honestly wish you all the happiness in the world, I hope you find the right women for you. I hope you reach all the goals you aspire to and most importantly I hope you find yourself. I hope to always have you in my life even if it only in my memories. Truly thank you for everything you brought to my life, you changed me in so many ways I don’t think you even realize. It felt good to say the words even though I know you will never read them.