you’re so weak minded and i wish you wouldn’t let our love end for people told you we don’t fit. it has been 7 months hasn’t it? and still were here in this back and forth, i am tired honestly i am. but i cant seem to bring myself to give you up. and i hate it, i hate that i don’t feel like moving forward, i hate that you have this control over me, i hate how it burns when we touch, i hate it. but most of all i hate myself for being unable to bring myself to hate you. i wish i could so i wouldn’t need to go through this in love with you, so i wouldn’t have to bring myself to cry over it, sincerely i though i was stronger than this, oh well, but than again i love the feeling you give me, no not the butterflies but that burning passion we have when we’re close, it makes me wonder if i really meant forever when i said it.
dear joakim l.