You used to tell me that my greatest talent was acting as though my problems didn’t exist, and I wish I could say that wasn’t still the case.
However, time changes people, and I’m now beginning to process what happened. I never gave myself time to get over you or fully come to terms with the idea that you’re gone. It feels as though you never existed, but when I saw you the other day, a million memories came flooding through my mind. You were my first love, but you aren’t that person anymore. I miss having you in my life, but deep down inside, I knew we could never be together. I will always love you, but you and I both know (deep, deep down inside) that it’s better off this way.
I’ve found love again; he treats me like a princess and I honestly couldn’t be happier.
Although things between us didn’t end on a good note, I wish you nothing but happiness- I hope that one day you find love again.
You tore me apart, piece by piece, until I forgot who I was– but I forgive you.
Forgiveness for an apology I will never receive- you also always said that my kindness would be my downfall… You’re right. It will be. But not this time…
I need to be kind to myself for a change. I’m not forgiving you for your sake, I’m forgiving you for mine.
I hope nobody ever makes you feel the way you made me feel.
But thank you for the memories.