i know we broke up in the beginning of the year and you were so harsh to me i felt really bad. its now seven months since we ended what we had, 24th July morning i tagged u on insta quotes it was saying “i think it’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back” cause from the bottom of my heart yes i was missing you but my ego was to big to admit that i do mic u, late in the evening 1 hour to midnight you sent me the same quote on direct message but under neath the picture u wrote “what if u miss something and u want it back.” first of all seeing ur text my heart skipped a beat, but whenever i remember how we ended our relationship my anger comes back.

to say the truth i really loved u in spite everything i never cared about the looks or how u were in bed what i really cared and mattered to me was the heart. some times i seat and wonder was it a mistake loving you, where did i go wrong i remembered i begged you for forgiveness as if i was begging for my life from being killed, but when i seat down and think you weren’t the caring type of guy i jus think sometimes all you wanted was to get me to sleep with you then bounce cause that i what really happened in spite the days we went to the beach together took walks together. but still it does not klick in my head what was it really that u wanted from me……..?

now its like u want me back, i don’t know if i should yes or no, my sister said no and whenever she does the guy turns out to be a disaster, i want u back but ur so much into sex and am not that kind of person, i still miss u am still broken should i take you back am lonely av been waiting for u to come back now that you are here am scared to say yes!