Dear Blane,

I still have a lot of things that I want to say to you however, i just don’t have the guts to message you and tell it to your face. It’s better this way, I don’t want you to lose your focus on being a great Mechanical Engineer and I hope you do fulfill that dream of yours and all the others too.

It took me 6 months to realize to finally accept that we couldn’t happen. You know it took a lot of courage to let you go. Believe me, I was really trying hard and be friends with you but I guess It hurt me more than it should. I just can’t get really past that and now here I am. I think I’m on the last stages of letting you go. No more extreme pain whenever I think of you. I just want you to know that I finally accepted the truth and that is . . . No matter what I do, I am never going to be enough for you. I guess you didn’t see me the way that I saw you and I accept that. Thank you very much for that little time I had spent with you. I guess you’re just a lesson after all. A very difficult one at that. I want to thank you too for letting me realize that I am capable of loving someone.

I hope you’re doing okay. Best of wishes to you and your future.

“Per ardua ad astra”

Goodluck Beb.